lately i have been
unwell
but is it really a sickness?
how can a sickness feel so right?
well,
i don't eat.
i don't eat because i don't like my body and i don't like the way it looks.
i don't eat because there's no one to eat with and i don't like eating alone.
i don't eat because
i don't want to eat.
and i feel fine. i feel great, accomplished, like i am in charge of my own body and my own life, because i have control of something for once in my life, and truthfully
i have control over nothing else.
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